(copied from my blog)
i could turn my life around. like a big, noticeable change. cutting hair doesnt help. cleaning up a whole day, taking a long hot shower doesnt help to start fresh again. i want something noticeable, something feelable, something significant.
i want more health, more energy.
more energy and power to get all my artist ideas done. mostly i dont even finish thinking.
i want people around me i like, love and adore. people who are an inspiration.
i want more adventure, more excitement. i wanna be in the spotlight. i wanna try out and learn many things.
kinda difficult to put it into words. these things im feeling.
its like..you know tomorrow i wanna wake up feeling relaxed and full of energy. i wanna meet with some people i really click with and make some video projects. loading it up on youtube. something really cool.
on monday after work i still wanna feel everything but tired meeting someone i take photos of. or having an idea for a cool photoproject on my own and being able to do it (time, money, possibilites). the next day i wanna have an appointment at my agency (i dont have one) for making photos. the day after it i wanna be in a acting workshop. stuff like that. i want to travel. i wanna see places and meet people.
no worries about time, money AND energy.
someone up there, please give me the possibilities to do so because i am stuck. thank you.
way too quiet on these boards lately! How's everybody doing these days?
Stephen King:
http://www.associatedcontent.com/user/410760/justin_murphy.html
Steven Spielberg:
http://www.examiner.com/x-20675-Steven-Spielberg-Examiner
Justin
Associated Content -- Latest Stephen King Article:
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2264361/stephen_king_themes_youth_vs_maturity.html?cat=38
Examiner -- The Jurassic Park Trilogy:
http://www.examiner.com/x-20675-Steven-Spielberg-Examiner
Justin
something magical just happened. needs some background info, hope i get it all together.
we have a woman in our close neighbourhood, i use to call her the cat-woman. she has one own cat and takes care about all cats here in the neighbourhood. they all come to her. she moved here..like over a year ago i guess. we sometimes talk, of course ;)
back in 2003 my mother and i took care about a wildcat here. she was shy at first then we could touch her and all. a few month later, 11th october 2003 she died. we found her dead under one of her fav trees. we were sad. the next days i always felt her and these were the days i say a wild, young, male cat for the very first times. exactly one week after we said goodbye to the old wild cat - it even was the same hour - my mother and i went down the street and that wild young cat sat there. i told my mother: look there he is but he will run away (he used to be so shy the first times i saw him). he didnt run away, not at all. he went with us, not letting us go. do i have to tell more? his name is felix and he is living with us since then (at my parents house three minutes away from me).
so..this is this week again. the days between 11th - 18th october.
its evening right now, its dark. nice air though. i decided to go for a little work. i rarely do that. five minutes away from my appartment there was a car stopping. a woman got out. a cat run to her. it was so cute. the woman looked at me (dark, couldnt see her face) and i said something like: thats i welcome id like to have too!
it was the cat woman. she told me she is feeding this one stray cat since march. we stood there a while talking, feeding, playing with this damn cute cat. i said i would take her (dont ask me why i said that) and she said she already is worried about winter + the time she is away for work in january. i told her id take care of the cat then. and seriously she (the cat) could come to my place. tomorrow we will meet again at the same time. and maybe at one point we will try to get that cute cat closer to my appartment. maybe it works. but it surely is magic week!
i copied that from my blog (hope it works)
so i would have much to tell. but as soon as i sit here i dont remember what it was. or my english sounds worse. im out of training. weather is autumn weather now. rain most of the time. my mood changes alot. october blues. taking part at the art in the shopping window project here. lots of stores let artists show their stuff for one month. i got my photos up on tuesday and on friday when i checked some of them are loosening from the paper. hard to describe (picture below). looks bad. will be fixed tomorrow. embarassing. thank you suddenly heat and sun. too bad that yesterday was the official opening for that event. lots of people were there, press too. the woman who organized that event (with other people of course) went up to me telling me my photos are..loosing their position. told her i already knew and i gonna fix it. some more blah blah. one reporter heard it and came up to me asking questions. he later took photos from me and another "photography artist" in front of "my" store. i seriously hope he wont write anything mean about my photos. at least i took care of not having the "loosing it" photos in the focus. the other artist-photographer was pretty arrogant. i googled him and he fits this town. the reporter made some "mean" comments about people here and the town. i guess he is right. this small town is so weird. even for a small town. people are so..depressed. there is no fun, no sparkle, no adventure, no glitter, no creativity, no inspiration in this small town. thats all i miss here. people to connect with who arent that..half-dead. or scandalmongers. i want something different. i wonder about people here everyday. and wonder about how to find people i could connect with. anyway i ddi update my web. there now is a photography in (more or less) english too. if you want to check it out. feel free to tell me if anything isnt working! photography under the "about me" link you come to a page (another of my domains) with links where to find me online. like twitter, deviantart...
My first interview is 3-4 years:
http://www.whohub.com/justinmurphy
Latest Article from Associated Content -- Stephen King related:
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2239697/stephen_king_story_locations_castle.html?cat=38
Latest Spielberg Columns:
http://www.examiner.com/x-20675-Steven-Spielberg-Examiner
Justin
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Justin
links bring you to flickr ;)
little preview

He wiill be missed. From his romantic potrayals in Dirty Dancing and Ghost to his tougher roles in Roadhouse and The Outsiders. Who could forget his sensitive father like portrayals in the children's film Three's Wishes and as a con man who escapes from prison and takes his kids on the run with him in Fatherhood. And of course, there washis breakthrough role in the miniseries North and South.
A talented actor, singer, dancer, and athlete. He will be missed.
Just an fyi, I've been blogging on my special blog if anyone cares to view it at http://www.shadoeworks.com/adifferentcorner I'll try transferring them over here. I've just been trying to put them in one place for my future use. So you can either catch my blog at the URL above or when I get them posted here.
Also if you are on Twitter or Facebook let's be friends there too!
Also a shout out to everyone to check out some of my Canadian friends Sara Kamin with her new CD "The Music In Me", Dawn Langstroth's new CD "Highwire" and of course Jann Arden's new CD "Free". They are 3 talented ladies, great singers & songwriters... please check them out on Twitter & Facebook.
Also don't forget that Barbara is also on Twitter & Facebook so be sure to follow here in both places. She currently is trying to get through the craziness of the speaking and getting books and stuff off the ground. We also have talked about doing a video contest... so if you have a Flip or any other video camera get ready to be part of it once we have things worked out!
Later!
Shadoe
I decided to experiment with horror/science fiction and fantasy with these stories in different time periods:
1950's: Earth vs. The Russians
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2166507/earth_vs_the_russians_.html?cat=44
1960's: The Vietnam Paradox
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2166533/the_vietnam_paradox.html?cat=44
1970's: The Post Watergate Football Dilemma
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2166543/the_post_watergate_football_dilemma.html?cat=44
1980's: The Red Virus
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2166547/the_red_virus.html?cat=2
1990's: The Cynical Bomb
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2166551/the_cynical_bomb.html?cat=44
Justin
Hi everyone, I have added some new photos to my webshots gallery. the album is called M2 
I was going to put some here but i think they are a bit big roughly between 1.9 - 2.1M and the limit here is 100MB. It certainly took along time last night to upload 27 photos just over an hour so...
The link is, to the slide show:
http://home-and-garden.webshots.com/slideshow/574602447IlZFRs
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2162345/competing_with_vince_mcmahon.html?cat=14
Justin
Justin
http://www.examiner.com/examiner/x-20675-Steven-Spielberg-Examiner~y2009m9d3-Spielberg-The-Producer
Justin
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/2129803/the_loss_of_imagination.html?cat=14
Justin
