I am 19 yrs old and going to be in my 2nd yr of college. I am studying to become a nurse- to hopefully work on an eating disorder unit one day to help others who struggle with an ED.
**I want to change the world**
As you might guess from watching my videos...I have an ED. I have suffered with both anorexia and bulimia for the past 4 yrs.
I have been in treatment twice now..both unsuccessful for more than a few months after being discharged.
I am currently in OP [outpatient] treatment at the moment and may even go back IP [inpatient] this summer.
Having an ED is HELL. literally and metaphorically speaking.
You do NOT "want an eating disorder."
It is NOT "glamorous."
It will NOT "make you thin."
It is NOT a "lifestyle or some fad diet you just pick up."
THIS IS MY LIFE.
EVERYDAY I WAKE UP, AND IM IN HELL.